I AM CONTENT

Humanity has so much to do in a person's life. A single smile can create a lot of motivation, and a single disgusted look can make all your efforts to vein. Who on earth said that motivation is only monitory or something expensive. Even when I failed in the physics exam, I got my dad's shoulders to cry on. Never in my life before I ever got this opportunity. I used to think that I am unlucky that I never get an emotional support. But I got it exactly at the time when I needed it the most.


My family was always there with me whenever I needed them. Yes... today I can understand why they sometimes denied to agree with me. I rebelled back. But those deeds, those denials, and those rebels, all are worth getting a lesson from. 


I am lucky to be gifted with a life like this. I believe, God must have tried me in heaven before my birth and then decided to gift me with this life. In these 22 precious years, I have experience nearly 80% of all the emotions and 60% of all the situation. But again I am lucky enough to get guidance anywhere and everywhere I go. Starting from Chetry Sir because of whom I got 100 out of 100 in maths in class one, or Sudha Rani Mam, who made Hindi such an easy task, or D.K.Sagar sir, who was such a father figure that I took maths sooo casually, thinking   he will be there in any case. When I climbed to my graduation, Mrityunjay Sir unknowingly became so important to me. In MBA, all my faculties where gem, as if I have never grown up, I am a kid. I knew, professional life is different. But there also, so many wonderful people surrounded me. I just felt like thanking them all.


Why suddenly this acknowledgement I dont know. But today again I am surprised by a simple theory. There is a particular tribe who never hurt a tree. Whenever they feel like clearing some trees, they start abusing them. They scold the trees, use slangs, use all sort of de-motivating words. And surprisingly those trees die. If a tree can differentiate between motivation and de-motivation, a simple human being should also. Or else this also a criteria to differentiate between a tree and a human being that a human being should be reaction less, emotionally as well as physically, even to their self-respects....








I am better a tree. I am sorry to all those I acknowledged, as I could not become a human being in these span. But yes, I will die with my self respect.




I am content...








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