Miss Z has started loving it. Miss Z loves when he scolds her. She makes him scold her like anything. Now a days Mr. X uses slangs, very harsh languages, which, unlike their golden days are never answerable to Miss Z nor they are ever resulting to any apology. Miss. Z has become habituated. She creates a scene where she shows her adamant nature. She compels him to scold her. She compels him to abuse her. She hates it. Hates it like hell. But now when these words commands a piercing pain in heart and a few drops of tears, she feels re-leaved. She feels light. Then she realizes that there a sooo many things inside her heart which have almost lost their existence due to frequent renewal, which are needed to be outburst, which are painful, which are unbearable. She feels a completely different pain with Mr. X's indifferent behavior which clears few of the places in her heart to inhale fresh air. She loves that feeling of freshness.
Many questions remained unanswered today. Again she realized that she is not able to understand herself. She is so simply complex. Its real a zigsaw puzzle. Life was never so revealing before. Today she discovered one more thing. She is not changed since her school days. That killing possessiveness that made her a lifetime guilty is still there within us.
She shivered. Now she is afraid. No, she doesnt wana loose her new professional life. Because she can now realize, she is committing the same mistakes. Life mysteriously is repeating the same old story. But the characters are changed.
Miss. Z cannot afford to loose Mr. Y
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