It normally happens on the day when you know things are going just perfect. You wake up at 4:30 am and by 7:15 am you are done with an hour of morning walk, a completely perfect tea time and a proper bath. Then you get down to your study table, connect your internet and log in to twitter. You suddenly find that today is Kazi Nazrul Islam's birthday, one of your favorite legendary writer. You tweet about it and wish everyone a wonderful morning. You log into facebook to find Marzi Pestonji accepting your request. You update your cover and profile pic. Just then, your breakfast is ready. You have it and get back to study. And you start concentrating, but suddenly find out, its 8 am. Thus, your flash back runs. You know someone who is approximately 900miles apart, must have woke up by now. If everything is fine, may be he is now checking out official mails with a cup of tea. He will be hurrying up with things because it is time for him to go to bath and then rush to office. Then suddenly, the unwanted thoughts. He is counting his days back, his bachelorhood will be over soon. And after few days he will become a well organised man. Then it will be impossible for me to predict what actually he is doing right at this point of time. I dont no even today whether he is online or not, coz all I did is that I blocked him. 


My table clock informed its 9 am. I start studying. And is it, that today still, I have something in my eyes which irritates and brings out water? Because I am not supposed to cry. 














Baby I hate to be perfect !