I have nothing in my mind to write. So many questions yet to be solved. There are so many odd answers those are popping up. And I am not able to accept them. I cannot call my life exactly something that which is a voyage without a radder. I have a aim. But I am confused about the path. There are so many things in life that you cannot explain to anybody. When I start dumping my woes to him, then I realize, yes, I have dumped my part and my heart is light now. But again I realize, his woes have multiplied. Why he should be punished because of me? Why he should be paying hard for being a precious part of my life! I am supposed to be taking his care. But again I failed. I am punishing hell lot of people who had faith on me. This ugly game of life has been presented on me shockingly, and I don't know what to do with it.