Here I am back. I had lost you dear blog, but see, I have finally recovered you from the hands of the villain "Google". And thanks Mr. Laughter, for whom I got the guts to put down my thoughts in the words again. Again in the night, inside the mosquito net, I am suffering from huge summer. I hate this weather like anything. Specially because I keep on feeling thirsty. Even though I gallop gallons of water, I still not fill fulfilled. And yes, this is where my problem lies. Though I get gallons of love, somewhere I fail to accept it. And when it is gone, it is again gone forever.
I am back in mood. My mood.... forgot??? The mood with frustration, the mood with sorrow, the mood with complaints???
Yes. I am back with the same old story. But yes, now I have a wonderful love story in my kitty. With is again, unsuccessful. People say, broken hearts can only create. See, its true. Today I have a broken piece pinching me tough, that is why again I am creating my post. I saw him, hugged him tight, and just let him go. I came back home, thought, I need a medium to get out of it. I switched on the TV. I started cooking. I washed my clothes. Nah. Nothing could replace him. I called. But he is still the same. I am changed as his usual behavior hardly mattered to me. I smiled. And lied down. And I felt him. Close to my heart. Saying.... "Chunna hai tu mera. Aur humesha chunna hi rahega." I closed my eyes. Lucky eye lashed. They can hug each other. I have no one. I got up, picked up my phone, and decided, my decision was wrong. I can be with him, and will always be. And thats what made me stronger today.
Love hurts. But loneliness hurts the most. I am no more lonely. I am sure, someone, somewhere, loves me more than I could ever thought of. And thinking of me all the way. I am happy.
:)
I am back in mood. My mood.... forgot??? The mood with frustration, the mood with sorrow, the mood with complaints???
Yes. I am back with the same old story. But yes, now I have a wonderful love story in my kitty. With is again, unsuccessful. People say, broken hearts can only create. See, its true. Today I have a broken piece pinching me tough, that is why again I am creating my post. I saw him, hugged him tight, and just let him go. I came back home, thought, I need a medium to get out of it. I switched on the TV. I started cooking. I washed my clothes. Nah. Nothing could replace him. I called. But he is still the same. I am changed as his usual behavior hardly mattered to me. I smiled. And lied down. And I felt him. Close to my heart. Saying.... "Chunna hai tu mera. Aur humesha chunna hi rahega." I closed my eyes. Lucky eye lashed. They can hug each other. I have no one. I got up, picked up my phone, and decided, my decision was wrong. I can be with him, and will always be. And thats what made me stronger today.
Love hurts. But loneliness hurts the most. I am no more lonely. I am sure, someone, somewhere, loves me more than I could ever thought of. And thinking of me all the way. I am happy.
:)
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