Saturday, August 27, 2011

My Angels...... 1

R I A


A simple and short name, which came as a magic in my life. A name which changed my life. A name which brought confidence, practicality and lot of attitude. Now suddenly one day she asked me back..... " tell me, what I am for you? " Here it goes sweetheart.....


World was silent when she was talking. And suddenly she realized, she is making fun of herself. Badly hurt, disgusted, knowing not what to do next, she decided to end up her life. And then she met a simple girl, who never bothered to look at her even, but understood what others didnt. She suddenly moved at her and touched her heart, and she started breathing again. She named her " seraph ".


Seraph was a beautiful creature. When she smiled, everyone was assured that everything is fine. When she assured anything, all was happy to get that thing fulfilled. Seraph used to talk very less. When this was the situation, it meant, she is in big thought, thought to change some very difficult situation. Whenever you cry " just give her a call " and she is always there for you. You need to cry, you need to laugh..... she is always yours. May be it is as small a issue of having a roll in pan bazar, or getting married to someone, she is the one who is there to give a confidence. She smiles, she talks and she behaves, all with attitude. Seraph taught her practicality. She showed the way to live. But suddenly one day, she saw a tear in Seraph's eyes. She was aback. Then she realized, Seraph is too a human being who has a heart which hurts. She feels and believes. But never share anything with her. She too have problems, but she solves it her way. She slowly moves towards Seraph and says.... "Hi, its me. May I know who are you? "
Seraph turns to me, with her wet eyes beneath her specs, stood up with full attitude and stretched her hand.... "RIA. RIA GANGULY."
































































my dear angels, next blog will be for my next angel. love u all three.... mmmmuuuaaaaahhhhhhhhhh





Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Vikas ne aise "bye" bola jaise kuchh chhin sa raha ho. Aisa jaise koi mujhse kuchh aisi chize le ja raha ho ho mera sabse pyara hai. Ek insaan, jo mujhse itna pyar karta hai ke aur kuchh sochta hi nahi. Aur ek insaan, jiske pyar me shayad main aaj bhi pagal si hun. Zindegi fir se dohrahe par aakar khari ho gayi. Aaj shayad sab kuch hai mere pass, par wo zindegi kahan jo mujhe chahiye?


Pyar karna aur pyar nibhana, do alag chizen hain. Shayad dono me se ek bhi main kar na pai. Aaj mujhe pata hai pyar nibhana kehte kisko hain. Par mujhse nahi hota. Maine to sirf apne aap se pyar kiya hai. Aur is bich, pata nahi kitno ka dil tora hai. 


Office se aakar ekhi maksad bachta hai. Online ana. Fir us insaan se ghanton baatein karna jiske saath pata nahi mera rishta kya hai. Jo yeh wishwas karta ho ke yeh pyar hai, par hum saath nahi rah sakte. Fir bhi, har ek kadam par saath dene ki kasam khata hai. Pure din ki ek ek baatein mujhe batana jiska adat hai.


Par kya aaj bhi kahin yeh dar hai ke aisa mere saath pehli baar to nahi ho raha.