Tanmay Subhajit der shathe hoeto aamar khub ekta mesha thik na. O space chaye. Bhebechhilam, guwahati te gele ektu space abe, shob thik hobe. kintu kichhu holo na. beparta shei aro kharap hoe gelo. jai hok, ekhon avik der pawae ektu shamlechhe. hoeto eekhon ora aamar theke beshi important. hobe nai ba keno! chhotobelar bondhu bole kotha. aamar nei bolei ki shobai aamar moto unlucky hobe neki. o khushi thaklei aamio khushi. aamar ektai ichha, aami jate or shathe thaki. kotota shombhob, jani na. 2 bochhor age, 1 ghonta kom dekha mane bishal bepar, aajke, tor shathe dekha kora chharao aamar onno kaajo to thakte pare. aami demanding, aami nagging. but etai aami.


 love ya jaan 


:)

It’s a lovely evening and its been a long day,

Try as I might, my thoughts drift away.

Seeing people around me, splitting everyday,

It takes me back to him, our split, our day.

I guess it was always doomed to disaster,

But if I know anything its this,

I’ll never regret what we had,

I’ll never regret him.

He gave me more-than a year of happiness,

He gave me a lifetime of memories.

I know I’ll probably never find anyone,

Anyone who loves me the way I need to be loved.

I also know I’ll probably have to settle for something less,

Someone who’ll appreciate if not love me I hope.

If there’s anything at all that I regret,

Its not him, its myself.

For losing my innocence, for losing my dreams?

When did I become so cynical that I stopped believing someone could love me??

God, But it’s a funny world we live in.

After a long interval, with someone's acknowledgement, I am back in my desk. Want to write, but no topic. Chalo, bhattano jak....


Sady mood. Boring day. Irritating colleagues. Bad  de-flavored food. No yummy tiffin. Splashing work topic. Guess my condition. Still I am expected to go on. And so I am. Today I am so different from rest of the time. Many questions solved. Many paths cleared. Now my life is waiting for an approval from me. Wow. I am relaxed. I know what I want. But at times, I am skeptic of my own condition. Is it true that I am so solved. Good.


My aim calling me. I WILL GO and WILL DO.


I have a voice. Soon I will have a say.


I AM THE BEST.


Sometimes situations compels a thing to look in a different way. Just a suggestion, hear both sides, and then judge. One sided judgement is always biased.


Salted popcorn and lemon tea, noisy surroundings, a calm quite mentality, I love myself. :):):) 
















And yes,


Mr. X loves Miss. Z. And yes, soon gonna be Mrs. ZX. *blush*

Long are the days, longer than it ways years back,
Long are the nights, which does not seek you any longer.
But still deep inside the heart, you will reside, though mind repels.
I still wana hold you, just like before.
But now I accept my loneliness.